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a good meal - some really excellent curry. They all went to bed early and I was glad for I was tired.
Dr. Leidner came with me to my room to see I had all I wanted.
He gave me a warm handclasp and said eagerly:
"She likes you, nurse. She's taken to you at once. I'm so glad. I feel everything's going to be all right
now."
His eagerness was almost boyish.
I felt, too, that Mrs. Leidner had taken a liking to me, and I was pleased it should be so.
But I didn't quite share his confidence. I felt, somehow, that there was more to it all than he himself
might know.
There was something - something I couldn't get at. But I felt it in the air.
My bed was comfortable, but I didn't sleep well for all that. I dreamt too much.
The words of a poem by Keats, that I'd had to learn as a child, kept running through my head. I kept
getting them wrong and it worried me. It was a poem I'd always hated - I suppose because I'd had to
learn it whether I wanted to or not. But somehow when I woke up in the dark I saw a sort of beauty in it
for the first time.
"Oh, say what ails thee, knight at arms, alone - and (what was it?) - palely loitering...?" I saw the
knight's face in my mind for the first time - and it was Mr. Carey's face - a grim, tense, bronzed face like
some of those poor young men I remembered as a girl during the war... and I felt sorry for him - and
then I fell off to sleep again and I saw that the Belle Dame sans Merci was Mrs. Leidner and she was
leaning sideways on a horse with an embroidery of flowers in her hands - and then the horse stumbled
and everywhere there were bones coated in wax, and I woke up all goose-flesh and shivering, and told
myself that curry never had agreed with me at night.
Chapter 7
THE MAN AT THE WINDOW
I think I'd better make it clear right away that there isn't going to be any local colour in this story. I don't
know anything about archaeology and I don't know that I very much want to. Messing about with
people and places that are buried and done with doesn't make sense to me. Mr. Carey used to tell me
that I hadn't got the archaeological temperament and I've no doubt he was quite right.
The very first morning after my arrival Mr. Carey asked if I'd like to come and see the palace he was -
planning I think he called it. Though how you can plan for a thing that's happened long ago I'm sure I
don't know! Well, I said I'd like to, and to tell the truth, I was a bit excited about it. Nearly three
thousand years old that palace was, it appeared. I wondered what sort of palaces they had in those days,
and if it would be like the pictures I'd seen of Tutankhamen's tomb furniture.
But would you believe it, there was nothing to see but mud! Dirty mud walls about two feet high - and
that's all there was to it. Mr. Carey took me here and there telling me things - how this was the great
court, and there were some chambers here and an upper storey and various other rooms that opened off
the central court. And all I thought was, "But how does he know?" though, of course, I was too polite to
say so. I can tell you it was a disappointment! The whole excavation looked like nothing but mud to me
- no marble or gold or anything handsome - my aunt's house in Cricklewood would have made a much
more imposing ruin! And those old Assyrians or whatever they were called themselves kings. When Mr.
Carey had shown me his old "palace," he handed me over to Father Lavigny, who showed me the rest of
the mound. I was a little afraid of Father Lavigny, being a monk and a foreigner and having such a deep
voice and all, but he was very kind - though rather vague. Sometimes I felt it wasn't much more real to
him than it was to me.
Mrs. Leidner explained that later. She said that Father Lavigny was only interested in "written
documents" - as she called them: They wrote everything on clay, these people, queer heathenish-looking
marks too, but quite sensible. There were even school tablets - the teacher's lesson on one side and the
pupil's effort on the back of it. I confess that that did interest me rather - it seemed so human, if you
know what I mean.
Father Lavigny walked round the work with me and showed me what were temples or palaces and what
were private houses, and also a place which he said was an early Akkadian cemetery. He spoke in a
funny jerky way, just throwing in a scrap of information and then reverting to other subjects.
He said:
"It is strange that you have come here. Is Mrs. Leidner really ill, then?"
"Not exactly ill," I said cautiously.
He said:
"She is an odd woman. A dangerous woman, I think."
"Now what do you mean by that?" I said. "Dangerous? How dangerous?"
He shook his head thoughtfully.
"I think she is ruthless," he said. "Yes, I think she could be absolutely ruthless."
"If you'll excuse me," I said, "I think you're talking nonsense."
He shook his head.
"You do not know women as I do," he said.
And that was a funny thing, I thought, for a monk to say. But of course I suppose he might have heard a
lot of things in confession. But that rather puzzled me, because I wasn't sure if monks heard confessions
or if it was only priests. I supposed he was a monk with that long woollen robe - all sweeping up the dirt
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